The running theme of this NaPoWriMo seems to be 'Nothing turns out as expected.' This didn't go where I expected it to either. It was actually a difficult prompt, if only because 'play' didn't trigger any writable bells. And then a little line from one of my favourite Vienna Teng songs wormed its way into my head, and things took an abrupt left into interesting territory. A few years back I did some research into the exact composition of bone china for piece, and that resurfaced to surprisingly useful effect.
OUTFIT OF THE DAY
She is a dress wearing a face in the doorway
Opening her arms out to you
Whatever you want, whatever you want
Whatever you want is fine by me
- -- ‘Whatever
You Want’, Vienna Teng
Thirty-one
dresses wearing thirty-one faces, hung up in the closet
like pretty little dolls lined up in a row
and every day she takes them out, lovingly
cleans
their bone-china faces that make up has made
(if not perfect) at least acceptable.
Thirty-one
dresses wearing thirty-one faces, one for each day
of the month (although sometimes she
reuses one
that
matches the rhythm of a heart that leaps
sings, dances, flies tempestuous, within
the confines
of the corset of expectations she is
expected, by society
to put on every day.)
Bone
china, she knows, is bone
ash, feldspathic material, kaolin
a minimum
of 30% phosphate from animal bone
and
calculated calcium phosphate.
Bone china possesses high levels of whiteness and
translucency
very high
strength and chip resistance, therefore
it is able
to be produced in thinner cross sections
than other
forms of porcelain.
It’s a craft she knows well:
mixing up bone china to create
a new game face, a reflection of the
ghosts left in the mirror
of her faceless being by everyone that
passes through
she collects their leftover judgments and
hangs them on the frame
of her body and her thoughts like magnetic
poem-words
rearranges them, plays with meaning and
intent like a child
building and tearing down Lego houses.
Thirty-one dresses wearing
thirty-one faces, hung up in the closet
like pretty little dolls lined up in a row
and every day she takes them out, lovingly
cleans
their bone-china faces, plays a counting game to choose
which one to slip on
before she goes out into the wide world to
play.
4 comments:
This is creepy! China dolls are creepy and the people who collect them are creepy. I'm sorry you've been ill, and I hope you won't dream of china dolls.
Was it Katie who didn't like dolls either? I agree with you, china dolls are creepy especially at night, and I don't think I will dream of them thankfully enough. (My brain is too busy trying to wrangle technical limitations of space and amplification in a performance area...)
Wonderful poem--I love the repeating phrases. But I agree with Jane--creepy!
Hope you're feeling better.
Thank you Merril! I'm feeling a little less run over, so hopefully tomorrow my pickled walnut of a brain will be in shape to tackle Day 17. I normally write at night after I get home from work, but last night, Muse and Brain fell down a well together and were never seen again so sleep it was!
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