I gave it one last shot to see if I could write anything today, after days of complete brain-blank. It came out as an absolutely lousy cascade. Maybe I'll try to catch up on the missing week in the next few days, if I can. I am also being reminded to try and be kind to me, when I'm totally out of spoons and depressed so p'raps I might not get around to all of them (and I feel guilty about even THAT.)
DAY 11: SUB-ZERO
i’m
an ocean no i’m a lake no not a lake a puddle
i’m
a puddle in a rut muddy puddle muddy rut
i
vaporize i rise i dry i vanish and the sun eats me
i
have no substance no form i beat invisible fists
against
apathetic air i have no voice i am a hole in the world
(i’m
an ocean no i’m a lake no not a lake a puddle)
i
condense i freeze i fall i am contained in a drop of rain
no
i am split scattered i am rain falling down into the cracks
i’m
a puddle in a rut muddy puddle muddy rut
i
am rain i am pieces of rain i fall into the cracks of my life i disappear
(below
ground it’s sub-zero hell froze me over)
i
vaporize i rise i dry i vanish and the sun
eats
me
2 comments:
really captures what you describe is going on in your world right now. hoping the rains come and the sun makes a rainbow with you
Thank you so much Jade! I hope so too.
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