I Am...

...very tired. Somewhere along the line, I lost my creative streak and it hasn't seemed to want to come back. I wonder whether I'll ever get it back, to be honest.

I haven't created any wirework in God knows how long; my brain just blanks when I have to think of designs. I haven't any ideas and they don't seem to want to come no matter how much I tweak and fiddle and mess and fret. Whenever I look at the beautiful jewelry pieces my other friends make, I just feel worse, honestly - I used to look for inspiration, now I just look and wonder why I can't seem to do any of it any more.

Days like this, I just want to give up.

What am I talking about. I've given up already.